This is the 4th week of making these videos and let me be honest, most weeks I self doubt and ask myself “Oh cr*p, I should be filming this moment, it’s kinda cute”, “will the kids approve of this clip?”, “does it look like I am trying to look like a 20 something influencer who’s trying too hard?”, “Shall I make overnight oats and sprinkle lots of fruits, nuts and honey, which will be picked out later on, but would make a good damn video, if the sun comes out and the angle is right?”.
And then I submit it for approval to 2 teens who do not agree on what is fit for publishing and what is not, so I end up ignoring them. And there’s of course the soundtrack which should be perfect and each transitions should come at a precise beat… it is tiring BUT I look back on them and think “I am so freaking happy that one day, I will be putting each mini video into a year long one and will be sitting in our living room with grand kids, or my two golden retrievers, to show them how we used to live. This basically makes us immortal, BOOM!
This week once again has been an alternation of rainy days and sweltering hot so we finally decided that it was time for the pool to come out and suddenly it really feels like Summer!